Felt a bit sad, so I checked my old emails

If you went through this blog, you know that I have depression and that is hard for me. I’ve been feeling all kinds of lonely this week, so I decided to check old messages, emails, and posts. First was my twitter, I read other people’s old tweets mostly, I like how people tweet about their day and stuff. I checked Facebook off my list because I am not going through that timeline thing. I read old texts from my sisters and from my dad; I miss them. The last one I checked were my emails, I found old receipts from iTunes and Book Depository and deals for travels (I wish I got them).

I found this particular email IĀ got from a person that I really inspire me. I read what I sent her and what she replied to me. It brought back all the happiness I felt when I got her reply and reading what she had written. THAT email reminded me why I accept my emotions, even if it’s sadness. I am reminded that one of the reasons that we are human is that we feel.

I need to print that email and stick it to my wall, just so I can remind myself why I’m alive.